i hope smokers who dunno how to place themselves die1

first of all im so fckin pissed off. damn it i dunno what to do. talo n kea q ni dad? tlgang nahihirapan na q magrent ng pc amf. kase nmn i told dad na ndi q ipapagawa ung pc xe i want him to buy a new laptop. tae tinitiis aq tae tlga.
ryt here is a fckin nasty guy who smokes beside me. damn it. badtrip tlga. nahihilo na q!!
anyways im happy finally tapos na q sa report n dapatqng gwin.
this days fine.
basically. kahit papano natuwa dn aq xe i got a high score in our quiz about bse and tse. wooh! i topped it. its been a long time now since i last heard my name recognized for a high score. mai laman pa pala ung utak q. tama yan jam FOCUS! magaral ka lang. i dunno ganado lang cguro tlga q makinig sa lesson knina thats y even if i didnt study much i got a nice score wooh.
wala nmn maxado ngyare. since were dismissed earlier than 2pm think twas 12 ata me nd my friends chilled out for a while sa freedom. foodtrip until unti unti ng nalalagas. nauna c lei then sumunod na lahat kea aq, mikki nd cam r left to stay and share our stories about almost everything.
ang highlight ng kwento, miguel, jed, jhei, and cam's x mu? haha. kasama n rin ung pamilya namen,
narealize q lang im sooo blessed tlga for havin my girlfriends xe khit ano mangyare they never leave me.
eto pa cnbi ni mikki that hits home a lot. BUTI P NGA C MIGUEL HINDI KA PINAASA. E YUNG JED NA UN? NAKU JAMILA!



mai point b? ewan. kase aq, as long as everyone else is happy i'll be fine. plastic aq pag cnbe qng walang gabing nagsayang aq ng luha. Iba ung nafeel q e. its sooo stupid. its like someone had made you feel sooo special and suddenly turned into PLAIN FRIENDS.
namimiss q tlga sobra. lahat lahat. d way heused to call me every night.
ung *musta prinsesa ko?*
ung paranoid na jed na every hour tinatawagan aq.
but everything has changed since he saw khrys. cnbe nea, look at him as an ordinary friend daw.then i saw their pics nasaktan aq pero quiet n lng aq. tas ung wallpaper pa ng fone nea pic nila. woah ayos e noh. haha. after that nagkita nmn cla ni ana.tas ngayon c ana nmn. naguluhan tuloi aq. bka pag ngkta kme aq na nmn. NO WAY. we cn b friends hanggang dun n lng. duwanna make d same mistakes again. ndi q kayang papasukin sa buhay q ung lalaking ndi maintindihan kung ano b tlga gusto nea mangyare sa buhay.

we had shared good memories. namimiss qnga pag inaamoy aq nun e. pati ung amoi nea namimiss qna dn. everything about us. the way i used to tell him how panget he is. then after that lalambingin q nmn. pati ung rosary n bnili q for him n d qna nabgay. it hurts a lot.
but im fine.
I SHOULD .
I MUST.
pero oo, nasaktan tlga q. sobra. and he never knew it. xe what i always do is to listen to him when he tells how much he misses ana. grabe para qong tinusok ng sampung knife that nyt. after a good cry tapos n tlga.
TAPOS NA ILUSYON MO JAM.
he was never your prince.
but im fine.
ive got soo many princesses beside me to love me forever.
iloveyou my dearest friends.
gotta go.=p